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So with just the name ‘Paul’, I lit some incense, sat on my cushion and went through the meditation steps as set out by Bruce Moen and half an hour later I was done.‘Let your left brain just take notes on what the right brain is experiencing’.I nervously cut and pasted my notes into an email.Went through a starry vortex and ended up on a cobbled street of a small coastal Irish village standing outside a row of houses.It was quiet except for the cry of the seagulls.A slightly tubby man of average height came out, wearing what I felt to be a checked shirt and trousers.He was balding, in his early 60s I guess.I felt a warmth and kindness.When I asked him to tell me some background about himself, I got the impression he had created this place because it reminded him of ‘home’ and he was deliberately choosing to relax a while and chill out, before moving on.I felt Paul was born in Ireland but came to Australia when he was very young and may have lived in somewhere like Beckenham.I had an image of driving in a car with a young girl in the passenger seat with lots of smiles.I got the impression of an event where I saw a birthday cake and candles and something else catching fire accidentally.Might have been a kid’s birthday.As I clicked the Send button my heart was in my throat.I was just a bundle of nerves, as it’s not every day you send an email to someone saying you chatted with their dead father!Then the reply came back.Thank you, you brought tears to my eyes.Your description of my dad was scarily accurate.He was slightly tubby, balding and he wore a chequered shirt and pants @ the funeral.He was of Irish descent and was so proud of his heritage.He definitely thought I was a bit weird, but I’m so overwhelmed.He’s on my mind a lot and I miss him so much..Did the birthday candles/accidental fire mean anything?Not sure about birthday candles but few years back when I was young we were at a Chinese restaurant and they brought out one of the dishes with a flame in the middle and my mum decided to try to put out the flame, instead of waiting, with a paper napkin and she then threw the lit napkin on the carpet and almost started a fire.It was so bad but so funny at the same time.Dad used to always mention it for a laugh.To say I was relieved is an understatement.But I was also very humbled and touched at the same time.While there was still a certain amount of doubt about it all, something inside warmed my heart and I felt that some part of me maybe did make a connection with Trish’s dad and I don’t think it was all wishful thinking.But one session wasn’t enough.I needed more proof.I struck up a friendship with ‘Jack’ and pretty soon he allowed me to drop in on some people he had known.The first one was Hal and that’s all I had to go on.Could I do it again?Could I repeat my efforts of contacting Paul, but this time with Hal?It was time to light the incense, drag out the cushion and step out of my cynical mind.I just did it because it created a quiet mental space for me, but you could do it just as was well lying in bed, lying back in a reclining chair or anywhere you feel relaxed and chilled.Impression of a face with round glasses, metal frames.Even prior to the meditation, when I thought about doing the session, I got that mental image of the face, so when it arose I wasn’t surprised.

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